i just watched my 1 year 3 months anniversary video. tbh, it made me feel so much better.
Relationships are dumb. Boys and Girls are dumb. Love is dumb. Getting hurt is dumb. Crushes are dumb. Lust is dumb. Liking is dumb. Feelings are fucking stupid.
I shouldn’t be caring right now.
but fuck. Its killing me knowing that you will never talk to me. Everyday i pass you, i feel so warm but then a second later my heart sinks to fast and deep. I always try to forget the feeling of your arms wrapped around me, but i cant help but feel it. I don’t want to be your girlfriend or anything. I just want to be your friend again.
o u no wats awkward, u r in class & ur stomach growls like a fart. u wonder if ppl hurd et n think u r fkn disgusting. et is prolly easy 2 hear bcuz it is so fkn quiet in dur.
You’re sitting there. In your room. Thinking about how nothing goes right and then finally, that lump rises in your throat and you choke out a small sob but tears are already flowing from your eyes. You’re all alone. No ones there. As your shoulders start to crumble underneath you, you end up in a little ball. Holding yourself. Before you know it, your eyes have closed and you’ve drifted off to sleep. The next morning you wake up and go on with your day as if nothing happened.
(Source: lets-think-happy-thoughts, via stfuitsjohn)
